an innocent little thought

I really should catch back up…

A few times in my life I’ve had moments of absolute clarity, when for a few brief seconds the silence drowns out the noise and I can feel rather than think, and things seem so sharp and the world seems so fresh. I can never make these moments last. I cling to them, but like everything, they fade. I have lived my life on these moments. They pull me back to the present, and I realize that everything is exactly the way it was meant to be.

why keep your thoughts to yourself when you’ve got something to say? why refrain from yelling when you’ve got something swayed?

every person has an opinion, a thought, and each one is important, none more than the other of course. why not state it?

i don’t know about you..but i like praise as well as criticism. it pushes me to keep doing what i love despite what other people think, and allows me to grow and work on those things i have yet to achieve. constructive criticism they call it. and thats just it. it builds.

why stop at the line just because its there? why not cross it and reach for somthing much farther out there?

its just an innocent little though.

And again..

Yet again I sent my apologies for lacking in current posts. Unfortunately, this has been an extremely rough year on my part of the spectrum. Another friend of mine had her life taken after being struck by an oncoming car when crossing the street on March 18th.  If you recall, whoever “you” may be at the moment, my best friend’s life was ended after crashing into a tree near my high school back in January, so this didn’t help much on the terms of recovering.  I plan to pick up posts again soon, just needed some time off to gather things. I love you guys, God bless.

Hello

Hey guys, I’m sorry for my prolonged absence from Tumblr. My last post (before the lyrics before this) was on January 6, 2011, in which I informed you of my best friend Nicholas Doub’s car crash. Unfortunately, the crash took his life on January 9, 2011 after a hard battle, but God was calling His angel home. It has been a very difficult time on me since them, struggling with past deaths of other friends within the past two years, and I am still fighting, but holding onto what God has given me and the strength from friends and family. I love you all so much and you need to know that. Losing a best friend hurts, because they are irreplaceable, but they never leave your heart. Nick is always and forever with me and I miss him beyond words, and see him wherever I turn, but he’s always in my heart. One thing I learned from him that I always hold is that it doesn’t matter where you finish, it only matters how you run.

I love you sweet angel, rest in peace. Stay golden and remember me, for I will remember you.

“Today’s going to be a great day.” Lets make it that way.

God bless guys, keep the faith.

There’s a raging sea right in front of me, wants to pull me close, bring me to my knees. But let the waters rise if you want them to, I will follow you, I will follow you.

I DO NOT CARE IF YOU KNOW HIM OR NOT BUT PLEASE PRAY FOR NICHOLAS DOUB TONIGHT. HE WAS IN A SERIOUS WRECK THIS MORNING BECAUSE OF BLACK ICE AND OUR SCHOOL SYSTEM AND IS HOLDING ON FOR HIS LIFE IN THE ICU WITH HIS BRAIN SWELLING. HE IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND I WILL NOT LOSE HIM. HE IS STRENGTH AND HOPE AND GUIDANCE TO SO MANY PEOPLE AND BRINGS GOD’S LOVE AND WORDS TO EVERYONE AND IT IS OUR TURN TO GIVE THAT BACK TO HIM. HE NEVER GAVE UP ON US AND I REFUSE TO GIVE UP ON HIM. EVEN IF YOU DON’T KNOW HIM OR YOU AREN’T RELIGIOUS, PASS THIS ON, SPREAD IT, GET AS MANY PEOPLE AS YOU CAN TO PRAY. WE NEED A MIRACLE TONIGHT.